I am struggling

In two weeks I will be 60.  I am struggling with my ability to focus on work.  I really don't want to be here... but is being home going to be any better.  Am I just fooling myself.   I feel so restless, bored, unmotivated.  All I want to do is focus on my courses and my genealogy.    I have so many ideas, so may craft projects I want to work on.  The house needs a complete overall.  I need to get more exercise and this job is preventing me from doing it.   I need to find some way to reduce my costs by $224 a month.   Do a list of items to get rid of.  Audible, skill share, apps that I use. 😟😟