😟Watching the Hour glass

It is October 7 and that is what my life is right now, watching the hour glass.   Wishing my time away.  So bored, can't concentrate and unmotivated.  The Brain Fog and unexplainable anxiety is dragging me down and I am just holding my head above water.  Fooling everyone around me.  Going through the plodding drudgery called -- life.  This weekend will be Thanksgiving and I have so much to be thankful for.  I am disappointed and ashamed of myself that I can't get into it at all.  😞